AWKWARD GIRL
I woke up crying today because weddings make me feel emo. Maybe because I don’t want one? And even if I did, who would give a speech about me, and what could they possibly say? Perhaps this is just a symptom of my eldest daughter's curse of perpetually feeling unworthy. Boo hoo! Despite feeling offbeat, I was happy for the bride and groom and had fun at the reception. Being social does not come naturally to me, but I enjoy it. I suppose practice makes it easier, but if being an awkward girl is my identity, then why should I change?
